Wednesday, March 16, 2011

The NOT Christmas, Christmas



They are here!!!! My windows were delivered today and it felt like Christmas Day.  I had a hard time getting to sleep last night because I knew they were coming today and I felt like a little girl anxiety filled impatiently waiting for the day to come so I see my presents waiting around the tree. (sitting in the garage) They are just windows, I know....... but I have been waiting a month and a half for these gigantic pieces of glass.  I have to say I'm very proud of myself for not getting overly annoyed about being behind schedule. This entire process has been behind schedule.  I really like a plan, I always have. I gave myself an ulcer in the 2nd grade because I had a B on my report card............so silly.  But this year is symbolic for me, as a year of complete change and I'm welcoming it in waves, some days I shrug off the schedules and planning and take some deep breathes and just say o-well will tackle that tomorrow.  Other days I miss my 9 to 5 life,  my routine, my schedule.  I'm looking to find my happy medium and  my balance in life that will give me the stability I need and the freedom and excitement of the adventure of life I crave.  Oh gosh just listen to me......................all I wanted to do was tell you that I got my windows and now I'm ranting about my life discovery ................... I guess these are some darn good windows!! Stay tunes progress is about to pick up!!

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